I hope you like my new colour scheme; I was bored, so I decided to play around with it.
Today was a very busy day at work, but it was very productive, unlike yesterday. I didn't really have time to eat much of a lunch (1 point soup at hand and a 3 point pudding), so I was STARVING by the time I got home. My Mom had made spaghetti carbonara for supper, which is amazing and actually not too bad for you...if you only have one serving lol. I had 2. I was hungry damnit!
It never ceases to amaze me, how hard you actually have to try to lose weight. I say this because, I don't eat as much as I used to, nor do I eat as many bad things, but my weight always seems to stay the same +/- a couple pounds. It's annoying really, I don't even remember the last time I binged, which is what I thought the problem was, but apparently it's something else.
Maybe I just need to get off my 38% fat @ss and run. Run through the pain, the sweat, and the tears. Or maybe I need to bike until my legs fall off. The bottom line is, that I need to do something! One of the girls that is on maternity leave came in to visit with her 8 week old baby today; she looks amazing. She was probably bigger than me before she got pregnant and now she's a twig that can wear low rise jeans with a crotch thislong. Maybe I should get pregnant? Hah. That would be the most expensive weight loss plan yet; even worse than Jenny Craig.
I think my rant is done. I'm going to go spend the night at Calvin's, even though he's working in Medicine Hat, to spend quality time with my Rocky. He doesn't seem to eat when we're away, so I better go check on him; the last thing we want is an anorexic puddy tat.
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